I have emerged like a moth heading for the light. How good is it to feel positive and happy. Free of anxiety and panic attacks. I can go ahead with little to be concerned about and everything to look forward too.
At first it is a surprise because I was a doubter. I doubted getting better. I doubted being able to stay out of bed and I doubted I would attain a position of truth and hope. I struggled with hope on a daily basis and tried to believe I was getting better. Mostly I failed when I was unwell. Now I have a powerful sense of hope, love, joy and peace. I can live in the present, look forward to the future and not dwell on the past. How good is that? The only thing I’m not sure of is why I am tired and listless some of the day. This could be due to changes in medication or just the fact I am doing more. Who knows? I’m over the moon that I have rediscovered contentment.
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