Today I had the pleasure of feeling well again. I’m not referrring to physical wellness but rather mental well being. It’s an amazing state to be in. It’s like looking at yourself through a shiny new microscsope. One that was given for free.
How does one explain such a turn around in the heart, such a somersault with the mind. It’s all old but new again. Instead of weighing you down it has the weight and strength of spider’s web. It’s wildly colourful as if replicating a kaelidoscope, a rainbow of patterns. It’s that feeling that has no equivalent for me any any other aspects of my life. It’s the pride in wrestling joy back. The feeling that the battle is won but there are no solitary victors. How can one describe the feeling of getting one’s life back to the one that was known and loved.
I am so happy tears are welling up in my eyes. It has been so very, very hard these last few months and that’s not including the months preceding these last few. I have a long history of Mental Health disorders. I have an enormous amount to be grateful for.
I want you to share a prayer with me and thank your Higher Being for the love bestowed on you each and every day. Say it sincerely as it should be said and say it with love.
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