Today for the first time in many weeks I was up before sunrise. How wonderful it was to be able to pull the curtains back in my room and watch the magic of warm colours painting the clouds on the horizon.
How wonderful it is to feel JOY and PEACE at last. Over many weeks I have struggled to get back to this feeling of contentment. I have battled with dark and dismal thoughts. I have trudged through days without joy. I have cried out for peace. I have screamed in anger and frustration as I plummeted into the black pit of hell on earth.
What have I learnt? Depression lies! It makes me feel useless, worthless, overwhelmed, frustrated and angry. Asking of myself why, why, why am I in this pit again.
I look at the sunrise again and say thank you God for another day of JOY! I am on the path to recovery.
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